Feeling pretty good today, think the worse has passed. Getting some thoughts written down has been helpful, not out of the woods, but less angry, the tension headache has gone, and I’ve removed my mouth guard. Running on ‘hate everybody’ has been exhausting,. The thing I dislike about my ‘episodes’ is how vulnerable I become,Continue reading “Running on ‘hate everybody’.”
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One Problem Per Appointment Please
One problem at at a time, it seems reasonable enough, ten minutes to express how you’re feeling. Its a different GP every time, I could spend the whole ten minutes just updating where I left off with the last GP… I have to make a choice, one problem, which one is going to kill meContinue reading “One Problem Per Appointment Please”
World Of Loneliness
The past couple of weeks has been difficult, bleak and dark. My depression arrived, I’m back on the medication. For a while there seemed to be no reason for the pain and anger, reassuring voices, reasoning and confusion. Today was the first day back, there’s some bridges that need fixing… The last twenty years hasContinue reading “World Of Loneliness”
Winter is here and so is my depression..
Be yourself; Everyone else is already taken. — Oscar Wilde. I would love to be able to understand this quote from Oscar Wilde, sadly I have no idea who it is I am, or who it is I’m meant to be. For most of the time I’m fighting, acting to be a happy person, aContinue reading “Winter is here and so is my depression..”
hello!
My name is Dicky, I am a 47 year old married man, my diagnosis is Bipolar disorder, PTSD. For the most, that is all I am, my introduction..
Its Not Easy ! 